hello :-) how are you?
Hello :) Sadly, you’re not the first one to have asked me how I was today as you’re the third, but I definitely appreciate you asking! As small things such as asking someone how they are makes me happy, I’m pretty good thank you. How are you?
How are you today?
Tired as always even if I do get what I suppose is a ‘good sleep’ - i.e. 7-8 hours of sleep as I did last night without waking up -Still without a doubt tired. I’m also going through a variety of different emotions as I always do due to simple small things which make a difference to my day for example, asking me how I am instantly makes me happy knowing someone cares. :)
Do you ever feel lonely even with your friends?
Sometimes I do it’s a horrible feeling especially when I’m surrounded by friends and I’m completely silent just staring out in the distance. Perhaps I’m ‘isolating’ myself but I always seem to do that just to relax, all I need to do to get rid of this feeling, is simply place my head upon someone’s shoulder then it’s gone.
Oh the joys of school mmn.? I have done nothin of interest all day, same as every day phaha :]
Haha yes good ol’ school but I know what you mean as it is the same old - same old! But listening to music makes the difference in the routine, although I find myself even more bored if I don’t have school, even if I am more relaxed without homework.. C:
What books would you recommend?
Such a hard question with so many books to recommend. If I mention any novel names feel free to check them out. If you haven’t checked the Harry Potter series out - YOU HAVE NOT LIVED! But seriously it is one of the most amazing saga of books I have read and I wouldn’t recommend Twilight as I am a die hard sunshine-dying-vampire-fan with novels such as Dracula and Vampire Diaries. It all really depends on your taste of genre of novels and books alike, but my all time favourite has to be, ‘My Name Is Memory’ - Ann Brashares. It’s an amazing romantic novel which is about two lovers and their unconditional love which lasts several lifetimes. Literally.
I am fine, not a good day eh? Too much homework?
That’s good to hear! And indeed! So much homework but luckily I had my maths tutor this morning, I’ve got maths completed but now I’ve got History, English and Physics to complete. And sadly here I am being easily distracted by tumblr and the wonderful world of the internet. How was your day?
How do you feel when someone has a crush on you?
How would I feel? Well, first of all I would think - They have a crush on me? Sure - they do ha-ha. Then my paranoia would kick in then I would be thinking, Why the heck would they fancy me? *Looks around paranoid.* So, I’d feel pretty flattered that someone has a crush on me, but then my doubts and paranoia would kick in. I mean seriously, who would have a crush on me?
How are you today?:)
Aww, I actually now feel pretty amazing considering you’re the first person to ask me that today. I am now pretty happy now thank you, I was feeling really tired earlier but you’ve made my evening. :) How are you?
Are you going through unrequited love?
“I hate everything about you, why do I love you?”
- Three Days Grace
I hope that answers your question. ;)
Favourite song right now this very second?
Geez.. Such a hard question! But this very second - I Hate Everything About You By Three Days Grace. ;) Kinda sums up my emotions right now plus I just love the drums in the song, although it’s not the strongest point of the whole song, I love listening to the song as it’s chorus is catchy! Can’t help but sing along really!
Describe your best friend - please?
I don’t tend to label my friends, to be honest I never will ever again have a best friend as I have the fear of being forgotten by everyone I meet. However, you could say my mama is my best friend although she is my mama. :)
I like this guy but he doesn’t like me in the way I like him, what should I do?
I know how you feel everyone goes through the pain of at least one unrequited love, but believe me when I say with time you will get over him. And if this ‘guy’ doesn’t like you in that way, you’re stuck in the friend zone, well there’s always ‘friends with benefits’, but I’d recommend not to stray down that path as you’ll end being more hurt and developing more feelings. So, I can’t tell you what to do - but I’m just saying it’ll hurt as it’s unrequited… I recommend you just see where that friendship goes and if he doesn’t like you in that way - don’t feel that it’s your fault. They’re too blind to see the love that you offer so their loss! Treat yourself to something awesome, like chocolate - cookies - chocolate cookies? ;)
(Odd—socks says that their marriages are real, so never mind me. ;)
If someone asked you to marry them, what would you say? Uh - I probably would say, “Haha NO thanks.” Since most of these marriage proposals are a joke due to my friendship group’s reputation of fake marriages. But if someone seriously asked me to marry them with an actual wedding proposal, I’d have to consider who the heck they were first and suggest they court me first. I am old fashioned and don’t want to be married too young! As I’d go for the straight forward, “Ask my parents.”
What would you do if one of your friends told you they were suicidal?
Help them immediately. I’d tell them that I love them and that I’m there whenever they need me, I would also thank them for telling me that they were suicidal and hug them. Give them a long hug as they we’re still with me telling me this and if they were that unhappy or depressed to talk me or anyone. And if they wouldn’t let me help them - I’d still try to help in any way I could. Or I’d continue to listen to them whilst hugging them. Everyone has that one day they feel worthless, but to be completely honest life would never again be the same without them. Thank you for your question! :)
1,12,14,16 :~)
1. Who would you like to see right now?
My mum - she’s not home from work just yet - already miss her.
12. A fact about the person I like if I like someone.
They’re younger than me. Haha - I suppose that’s a fact.
14. Biggest regret?
I regret a lot things to be honest - But to say my biggest regret would be picking up the habit of preferring physical pain over emotional pain. Simple terms - Self-harm.
16. A wish?
I wish… I was my old self. Thanks for the numbers. ;)
Do you cut?
Well, I could say that I cut but not deep enough to leave permanent scars behind, neither do I bleed from these so called, cuts - So, NO I do not cut - I merely scratch. These marks do not break skin and bleed instead turn red and leave faint scars behind - but soon these scars fade after water touches it. And I know it’s harmful to myself and others but I’m a coward as I can’t stand emotional pain. I pray you do not judge me or others whom can’t handle emotional pain well, I also promise you that these scratches do not go any further than scratches into actual cuts. But I thank you for your question.
What’s the first thing you notice in a guy?
Since I can’t notice a guy’s personality - I tend notice their hair or eyes first and then probably their body language. Although hearing a guy laugh or seeing them smile might be the first aspect I notice - but first impressions can misleading just as people’s appearances can. Thanks for the question. :)
Describe your personality?
I’m an introvert - someone who isn’t necessarily a loner but I just happen to be quiet and less sociable. I’m not that shy so stereotypically, I’m a “social outcast” since I’m a ‘listener’ or the ‘observer’.. And I tend to be intuitional as I trust abstract thoughts/instinct or I relate to similar experiences or memories; Basically I can understand something without knowing the reasons, Why? or How? Also, I’m more of a ‘thinker’ than a ‘feeler’ since I’m a weird human being whom dislikes some human emotions… Thanks for the question. (:
Describe your perfect guy ?
My perfect guy? Unfortunately, my perfect guy would probably end up already being or becoming my male best friend. The perfect guy would probably be my best friend with something more than a shoulder to cry on, since all I’d ever want in a guy would already be in a male best friend. But of course something more… Although I’d typically fall for a traditional die-hard romantic guy with a good hilarious sense of humour. And as for appearances - blue green eyes are striking. But, I’m more attracted to personality rather than looks. :) Thank you for your question.
”Ever fallen in, in love with someone you shouldn’t have fallen in love with?”
I think everyone has at least once fallen in love with someone, they had least expected to have fallen in love with, since you can’t choose who you fall in love with. Btw - I like the fact that you used song lyrics to ask me a question :)
What is it that makes you sad/”tired” ?.
Well, the actual fatigue side to my tiredness is perhaps due to my insomnia - but counselling is supposed to help me handle my anxiety. Anxiety is the supposed ”cause” of my insomnia and very bad sleeping patterns, however it may be related to the feeling of sadness. As for my sadness it’s probably the constant feeling of being lonely, even in large crowds or being with my friends I can’t help but feel lonely. That’s what makes me sad - that no matter how many people surround me I always feel isolated and alone. “/ Thanks for asking me my first question on this particular blog btw (:
